The Battle

The Battle is my life long battle with weight. UGH. It's quite frustrating. I see all these skinny girls and I just wonder how they do it. I love sweets and I thoroughly enjoy fast food. I like food, no scratch that, I LOVE food. I was chubby in the 3rd grade. I was sick for a lot of that year and couldn't do much that was active and I gained weight. It's not fun to be a pudgy kid. I was skinny all through middle and high school. I didn't really gain weight again until my senior year of college. I was miserable and I ate and drank myself silly. When I came home, my mom flipped out and put me on a strict diet. I mean strict. I had to write down everything I ate. It worked. I know I need to eat better and exercise, but I just can't. I take Lola for walks and I'm on my feet alot at work. When I get home, the last thing I want to do is get on a treadmill or run. I need some motivation! I have started eating better, so that's a positive step. I just need to get my ass off the couch and get moving!